Eternal

Eager arms for expected harm
My gut feelings have lost their charm
Where to run, where to run
I knocked on your door, my only son
Where to run, where to run
If you shut me out, I’ll be shunned

Strangers in a circle
They think their pleasure’s eternal
Tease me, as they tease me
Their blades peel my neck, they feed me
Easy, take it easy
I’m more dangerous than you when you breed me

My shelter burns for their return
Voices fear and from each other learn
Who to hold, who to hold
If I am you and you’re not whole
Who to hold, who to hold
If I’m far gone but in control