Fallen

I look up to you
I look up to you
You bathed me, you fed me, you built me, you raised me
Dad’s hazy, dad’s vacant, dad’s brazen, dad’s faithless
I look up to you
I look up to you
I bury my feelings
I bury my friends
I bury my realities
I bury my stress
I adore you, I hold you, I love you, I hurt youI’m grateful, I’m hateful, I’m shameless, I’m graceful
I look up to you
I look up to you
Cause these little ones, they’ll soon grow
These little ones, protect their souls
Hearts are made to love but close
Being good gets you exposed
Where is home, where is growth
Dreams have flown, mind is loathed
Isolation’s been the medication that I’ve needed so
Hard to feel the consolation when my hatred’s not enclosed
I look up to you
I look up to you
I fool you, I use you, I wound you, I lose you
I’m dreamy, I’m needy, I’m vicious, I’m greedy
I’m climbing to reach something higher inside me
I’m fighting myself with no one to revive me
Old me, I’m younger, I’m struggling but worthy
New me, I’m older, I’m wiser, still empty
I look …